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-Hi Helen
-Holla. what up ?
-I'm irritated. I'm cuter than that person right?
-mmmhmmm. you already know. cockblocker :D
-Ewww this scene is really going to make me throw up. how korean dramaesque. It's kinda really making me jealous. do you think they like each other?
-probably not. dont worry baby. its all gunna work out. cuz you guys are all fine right now arent you ?
-no, we're not. didn't i tell you that we fought like yesterday? it was really like retarded. _____ keeps on telling me i'm too much effort to be friends with, so i am trying to be an effortless friend. Whenever i try to accommodate myself to ____'s needs, i always end up getting trampled over. it kinda sucks. i am trying so hard.
- but you guys seem so fine today ! like talking and all. lalala. yes. but just dont give that much thought to it and it will be fine. try not to analyze things so much ?
-they're moving closer and closer together. what da. anyways. does that actually work i don't think that works. and they are like saying things and laughing and smiling and i don't like the way _____ (with longer hair) looks at ______
-hahah no worries. i dont reallly think there making that much progress towards anything, if even something. haha. but hands down theres probably nothing there :D
-easy for you to say. if they fall asleep again on each other. you know for shure that ______ (with longer hair) likes _____. it is ______'s (with longer hair) way of making a move...
-hahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahaha ! i cant object :P but who cares. its probably one sided then. cuz i highly doubt its a two way thing. so stop worrying ! be convinced of that ! :D
-but. ohkay. the way that _____ (with shorter hair) works is that _______ likes people who like itself. ______ (with shorter hair) gets interested really easily. lol. nice for looking over. BLAH. fawkkkkk. go sit in between them now.
-COCKBLOCKERRRR. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. theres been so much cockblocking this whole day ! its a signnnnn :))
-I am SOOOO much cuter. oh my damn. maybe it's like a romeo and juliet tale. all of the cockblocking that has been going on today is like their fight to get to each other. -_____-
-HAHAHAHHAA. stop flattering themselves and make yourself feel better. haha. think things thats more preferable to yourself and itll come true ! yay ! :D
-i'm WAYYYY better at being seducing. can you imagine _____ (with longer hair) trying to seduce someone? it would be so boring. i think that the person ______ (with longer hair) is trying to seduce would fall asleep. WHAT THE FUCK. ____ (with shorter hair) just moved over so that their shoulders are touching. WHAT THEEEEEEE
-hahahahahahahhaha ! stop over-analyzing things ! calm yourself down(: things will work out. besides, theres no more practically seeing eachother after this, right ?
-i guess. but now that ______ (who got a new car) gave ______ (with shorter hair) a car, ____ (with shorter hair) can drive out to visit ____ (with longer hair). it could work in theory. the fact that ____ (with shorter hair) is kinda bad with relationships means that a long distance thing might work better than an actual active relationship, which is kinda weird....but i guess that's the way it is. blah. do you think that _____ (with shorter hair) is doing it to make me jealous? i mean _____ has done that to me before. it's kinda retarded, but it has happened.
-if it happened before, its probably repeating history. but then again, it can be unintentional. maybe the other party isnt thinking much of it. so stopstopstop ! :)

ADD IN TRACY NOW

-So basically helen and i have been ranting on about ______ (with shorter hair) is acting with ______ (with longer hair). what is your take on the situation?
-I think something is going on. Yes. Sleeveless got excited when red was coming back at college group.
-REALLY?! WHAT THE FRICKKKKKKKK. how so?
-All over each other during retreat, after, and now

SWITCHING OVER TO LUKE
-LUKE. you think they're cute? You'RE SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY SIDE!!!! =[[[[
_ I think everyone is cute, and i was talking about the girl with peace on her chest

CHANGE OVER TO NATHAN
-do you think _____ (with shorter hair) likes _____ (with longer hair) ? =[[[[
-not really....if pineapples like oranges then pineapples are very brave. Oranges have a lot of citrus acid.
-if ____ (with longer hair) is an orange. than i am a cuter orange right? like a....TANGERINE?! yes like the cuties. the little cute tangerine things right? i'm a tangerine and _____ (with longer hair) is like a SOGGY ORANGE (mari hates those)
-soggy oranges get moldy very quickly so i like to seperate them from the other fruit.

CHANGE BACK TO HELEN
-______ (with longer hair) got out its diary. ______ (with longer hair) probably is going to write about its joys it just had
-oh, hahahaha ! fdsahfkjaslf :[[ steal it and read !
-DO YOU SEE THE DIARY?!
-YESSSSSSSIR !

BAHHH AND THIS ENDS THIS RETARDED CONVERSATION TO VENT OUT MY FRUSTRATION
goodbye.

to the person i'm forced to deal with

Irritated. Bothered. Frustrated. Day after day, I listen to you speak. Shroud my mind with your useless blabber. Tired. Oh so very tired of having you take all the credit. For the hard work I've done. For my ideas. Annoyed. Although years have passed. I still can't get used to this. Your constant need to be the best. To stomp all over me. Criticize me. Then use them as you own. "I think he feels the need to compete with me." No. Not even. I'm done competing. I've won. I know I am just as good. If not even better. So stop you ways and shut the fuck up. I know who I am. Stop raining on my parade.